Archive | January 10, 2012

How long..

Does it take for a child to settle in to school? I cannot stand the drama of having Hughie screaming and kicking early in the morning.

Does it take for grandpa to stop demanding me to stay in school with Hughie or demand I talk to the teacher/principle. Thousand of miles away yet over the phone the impact is as great as having him in the same room.

Does it take for me to normalize into my old carefree self again?

I’m constantly thinking of something; it’s insane.

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Stress is the “IN” Thing

… for me this year.

The latest craze … the “IT” thing…. the award goes to – STRESS!

I just came out from my closed door discussion with both my superior. Well, when it’s a closed door discussion with 2 person cornering you with expectations and demands, it’s never good news. There’s always a catch – a BUT – a motive.

I got what I wanted but they got more out of me.

In the end, it’s not a win-win situation. It’s a one sided no contest victory … on their side. I ended up with more trauma emphasizing on stress and pressure from upper management. They cultivated their words wisely; I salute them for such creativity and technique. Hats off to them!

Just great. That’s what I need …. That’s what I crave for my near year resolution; more stress. NOT!