I know 2012 just started but I’m itching for it to end already!
Nothing spectacular for me since we started the year; well maybe the weight lost along the way was unexpectedly successful. To date, I lost close to 18kgs. The last few kgs was due to stress stress and more stress.
I’ll predict that I will loose more in the coming months. My boss had a brief chat with me yesterday and it seems the upper management of my seconded department have something in store for me. They want me to sit for another exam together with the current exam that I’m taking for my parent department! It’s two different thing altogether; Well Engineering AND CIMA – Chartered Institute of Management Accountant!
Sigh. I’m no brainiac. Not Einstein. Neither do I have time for life.
They will have a close door discussion with me next week. I was told the God of Finance is impressed with my results and now thinks I’m an asset! Should I just smack their bloody head? The crude comments, their blunt remarks, the verbal abuse. Crap!
Sigh. Say no; I’ll be the blackest sheep with a dead end right up my nose. Say yes; I’m digging my own grave.
I’m a worry wart right now. Literally stressed out as the pressure my boss gave me on Friday was unexpectedly too much for me to handle after a three week hiatus!
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Today is what? Only 7th January 2012!
A looooong way to go …. Truly hope the Water Dragon this year will treat me better than the last animal, Playboy rabbit!
